School and Career were the reasons for me being missing in action with my blog. This week is our finals so still good luck to me.
There are 3 things that I learned from being SO busy this last couple of weeks, it's to always comeback to yourself, know where you are and believe to those who ONLY & ALWAYS will be there for you. The first sentence might be a little bit emotional but I guess it's on how you'll read this (swear I'm not crying while typing this, just real talk). The events that I handled, the written, practical and oral quizzes that I passed, the opportunities that came along the way were the indication that yeah I am living. And that no matter what happens whether I die today or later, I guess I won't have that kind of "Hell I should have done this for this", but instead at least I can say "I've done my part and gave my all". But this ambitious little heart has something to say also "what about chances?"
One midnight while I was looking at the photos from my phone; photos of my family, friends and some random people who wanted to take a picture with me, I smiled, a crooked smile, and right there I knew something was missing, and that it's white chances. As what my humanities professor taught me, white is not a color but a transparent thing that we see, a light, transparent light. TRANSPARENT CHANCES, the what ifs. I tell you, though you've been so successful in many events, at the end of the day all your what if's will again and again and again come back to you. What if I took the chance? What if I didn't neglect it, what if I didn't ignore him, what if I was brave enough to just speak my feelings and let it all out, what if....
Happiness is a choice. Always remember that.
I chose to be happy and so I am happy. But even though you're already in that pretty space you still look down, ask yourself, really? am I? and every time this words pop out I always answered, "I am. But take chances, It might make you or break you but believe this that at the end of the day you'll be happy that you've been brave enough for making a step to chances."
From this day onwards, I vow to myself TO TAKE CHANCES in anything that my future self will thank me for. School, Career, Work, Family, Friends and to anything or anyone that'll come.
I'll continue with what I already started and transform to what I really wanna be.
I will still be busy. Busy making myself live life at its finest, no doubts, no "second time around", no boundaries. Just me discovering of what more can I do, me loving more of me, me taking chances of loving someone, me loving more the friends that made me a better friend, and me loving my family even more for raising me as a dignified person, a disciplined woman, and for the unconditional everything.
Trust & Surrender your life to God
Know where you are and where you should be
Never settle for less
Widen your capacity
and always, always, ALWAYS BE YOU
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